thoughts on christmas

First of all, christmas didn't suck, it was very nice, only one thing could have made it any better.

My second thought of christmas is that I'm pretty damn spoiled, I feel like I haven't gotten much, but I have a ton of stuff, mainly my new expensive "CREATIVE FATAL1TY HKII" headset for about a 100 bucks and an electric razor which I used to slice my face. Blood everywhere on christmas day, finally I figured it out though.

I'm not yet sure what I'm doing for new years, but I'm sure I'll do something. If the year "2009" means 2oo9 years since jesus was born and jesus' birthday is on christmas, why don't we celebrate new years on christmas? this kind of shit keeps me up at night. (not really)

I suppose I should mention nicole in this post, but I don't know quite how. lol

still pretty damn awesome. L.H.

short update for those who aren't up to date.

many mixed feelings, mental breakdown, midnight walk

christmas this year is gonna suck.

christmas.

Finally, the christmas spirit envelops even me, I've done all my work for this year.

It's more or less christmas break already, just have to tie up some loose ends, if you know what I mean...

didn't bother showing up for school today, no one cared, only one person can work on the movie at any given time anyways.

also, we are doing a movie, or, I suppose we were. I'm somewhat pleased with the end results, although I could have made it better if everyone would have listened to me the whole time.

http://www.megavideo.com/?v=7WO1PSCN

merry christmas everyone, and a happy new year, especially you nicole.

things will be looking up in the future.

It's been a long time now since i last posted anything. I'll probably be posting even less in the future due to not having much to say, I guess I can try, but at the same time I try not to make little pointless posts containing no information. like this one.

I have my christmas break in one week, it's going to be great; christmas, new year and then, the last week of january.

Seeing ghosts.

I haven't slept for some time and I'm starting to speak in metaphores. when someone owes you money and then dies, is it OK to demand the money from what's left behind? and how much money does it have to be in order for me to be allowed to make a big deal out of it? I had this friend, a good friend, or atleast, so I thought, but now she's dead. she owes me money, should i let her rest in peace or demand what's mine?

my friend is not really dead, she's just dead to me, and not even in that bad of a way, i just think my life would be better without her existence so i'm denying it, for now.

three more things, school related;

-I got my physics test back, the best guy in our class scored 12, untill i did the test and scored 16.

-the count actually noticed that i cut my hair, i was genuinely surprised, but i'm glad that someone did, he is a good friend after all, even though he's whipped.

-Big IT test tomorrow, after that there are no more lessons before the last week of january.

looking back at this post i don't know why i'm asking so many questions, do i expect an answer? i guess getting some feedback from any of you readers would be nice, iether as a comment or a PM.

am i whipped?