TOYS "R" US

I saw spiderman today, nicole said it was just a guy in a spiderman-suit, but I know why, it's to hide his identity.

do the dew.

I tried mountain dew today, I really see what all the fuss is about, It's the greatest thing I've ever tasted, at least liquid.

other minor things I did today was to visit the museum of modern art and eat sushi.

but mountain dew was delicious!!!!!

life is sweet

Got to America yesterday, it's everything I was hoping for, and more. also, I just got laid, with a hot chick, which makes me wonder about the choices I've made in my life, kinda like the choice to be at my computer instead of in bed with her right now.

peace out!

now.

going to new york, feels unreal.

bored at work - listening to muse

I can't find the words to say, they're overdue.
I've traveled half the world to say: I belong to you.

decitions

after playing TF2 once again and realizing how awesome it is I've decided to fix my desktop and start playing instead of just sitting around, I'm sorry that I might not have as much time for you guys, but I hope I'll get to keep most of you as my friends anyways, except for nicole, I'll make time for her.

oops

eh, kinda got locked out of my computer.

being hardcore is a lot of work

wow, working life is rough! I've been programming computers 8-9 hours a day, every day this week, not really much point taking breaks, as there's nothing to do at the breaks. only working on one computer is a waste of time, I work on 4-8 computers at the same time, depending on how much the computers need to load. when I get home I'm so tired from working I almost fall asleep right away, hopefully I'll get to have a bit of fun this weekend, so that I don't go crazy. last night I woke up, so I decided to talk to nicole for an hour or three, bad move! I overslept, forgot my shoes, shirt, lunch, and I didn't have time to eat breakfast.

feels good to get a break now though, and I found some pretty sweet stuff in the dumpster, and that's not as gross as it sounds, it's a dumpster strictly for electronics, so it's not dirty or anything, hell yeah!

Hate

I'd like to think I'm not a very hateful person, but there's one person out there, one single person, whom I truely hate, I wish I could see her pay. but her life is pathetic, in a way, every day she pays for her chrimes, but I wouldn't exactly mind her dying a lonely, painful pathetic death.

she is and always will be, dead to me.

if you can read this; I hate you, I hope you die.

dedicated to Livia

I'm always glad when someone asks me to make a blogpost, and even if I don't have anything worth saying I'll always gladly do it for a fan, so I'm going to dedicate this to you livia.

ehm, let's see, I'm not feeling great, I'm having a hard time eating, even though I'm hungry. I have a watermelon though, that should be easier.

I also had two dreams tonight, one good and one bad, in the bad one there were mosquitoes everywhere, it was horrible and annoying, in the good one however my mom had bought me cereal and a watermelo. I know, pretty sweet! and the best part is; she had! when I woke up there was a watermelon and some cereal in the fridge. hell yeah!

the one and only; Ludvig

EDIT

concirning the last line of the last post, obviously I'm scared, I'm going one quarter of the world away all on my own, I'm really excited, but still a bit scared.

Love is dead.

first of all, the title isn't about me, my relationship with my girlfriend is great, I love her as much as ever.

however, all my friends (more or less) seem to be having love problems, sometimes, I can't help but feel like I'm next, I really don't think that's the case, but sometimes my mind goes to dark places. If I didn't have such an amazing girlfriend whoose always there to reasure me (and some nice friends too) I'd probably go crazy.

in lighter news, elin is apperantly talking to me again, which I suppose is good, except it bothers me that she only talks to me when it's convenient for her, and that's about all I have to say on that subject, especially as she doesn't dare to read my blog.

I love you nicole, I don't doubt us, I love you as much as ever, I wouldn't be scared if I didn't care.